(Chef J)
I cross my T's and dilate my eyes, I live with her in mind
They say, "Livin' life is free," I'll have to deny 'cause everyday I pay the price
I wake up feelin' like last night was a wild car ride, welcome to the fast life
I pop these, watch how the time flies, outer-space, black skies lookin' like sci-fi
But that's only half of me, that's only half of me, that's one side
But don't be sad with me and don't feel bad for me, it's alright
Addictions remind me of the summer (Addictions remind me of the summer)
'Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah ('Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah)
Addictions remind me of the summer (Addictions remind me of the summer)
'Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah ('Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah)
Percocet's, nicotine, red promethazine
Good sex, fast cars, I'd crash anything
That is a smokescreen, none of those things make me happy
Sold my soul, now I can buy anything, sad but I'm not a bitch, don't try anything
'Cause I'll kill gladly, that's the only thing that make me happy
Turn the frown off when the racks in, ain't no fentanyl up in my Xan's
If I could end all of the withdrawals, I would, but sadly I can't
Thinkin' back, it probably started with the Vyvanse
Now I'm starin' at Oxycontin in my hand, rehab'll only ruin my plans
On the bright side, I'm makin' progression, I was takin' four, now I'm takin' one less
'Til I drop the codeine in the Sunkistm said, "Fuck it," grabbed the pint and poured the whole shit
Addictions remind me of the summer (Addictions remind me of the summer)
'Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah ('Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah)
Addictions remind me of the summer (Addictions remind me of the summer)
'Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah ('Mind you, I was younger, trying to kill my hunger, yeah)